new post la la la...

I have been caring for my very sad sick friend Ivy...
just had her wisdom teeth pulled..(owwee!)
She gets oxycoden... no fair.


anyway its been nice being a homebody.


And for the first time in about ten years I miss sacramento. Its not horrible there as I had once believed. Just different.
I never liked going there growing up. As a matter of fact I would lie cheat or steal myself any excuse not to go.
This last time however was different... I took an otter home with me.
BUt of this I will not speak... rather I'd like to indulge my own opinions for the moment.
I am so happy I could explode.
so I'm strapped for a little cash and whatnot, who cares!?
I've never been so happy.
The otter is just part of it. there are friends...
good friends...
not a large group of them...but enough that for the first time
I can pull my head out of my ass and see that they are indeed there.
(alright one is in romania, one I'm sorry we did'nt get to see while in sac! (nicole sorry sorry), one has been passed out in my bed for 30+ hours,ect)
But I love them all.
Even though I don't talk to everyone everyday, I'm so comfortable with the fact that they all exist, it matters not!
as for they otter?
he is one of my my best friends.
Thank god for that....
or he may have been gone by now...
god damn I'm tired.

sorry for the mushy post but fuck you It's my blog and if you don't want to read it sod off! fucker.