drinking always makes me feel lathargic the next day, especially sugary sweet drinks like the hypnotic, and raspberry lemon drops from last night. i am tired and lazy. A beautiful partnership indeed. Part of me longs to be back in San francisco,where I enjoy my newfound freedom, however i feel at risk for relapse here. I wish not to rekindle any past romances or develop tyrsts with people I barely know. I did enjoy the hot tub yeah it was relaxing... I can't wait to be home and create...hang out... fall into the sea for flying too close to the sun.. you know whatever.